This journey kinda reminds me of many others I've taken. The excitement that leads up to the event; the high energy feeling; the happiness; the hope and the 'Yes we can!' attitude that seems to be the default setting of the entire unit.
Detoxing The Soul & The Psyche
Embarking on this journey has really caused me to look at everything and everyone in my life; what's working and what isn't. The funny thing is, I really didn't sit and think about any of this. Honestly, all I concerned myself with was making sure I had my detox kit and my meals planned for today. I guess it's like they say: "When the student is ready, the teacher will appear".
This will certainly be my most thorough and holistic detox to date - I can feel it. The urge, desire, pull; call it whatever you will, to be who I'm truly meant to be in this world. To have what I really want out of life and to serve those I'm meant to serve. Now only if I can get my subconscious mind to cooperate.
I already know that some things have got to change. Specifically:
Change always comes bearing gifts.
Accept & Embrace Who You Are
I like what I like, I enjoy what I enjoy and I am who I am and there's always room for improvement - why settle? Furthermore, why be distracted by what other people think of you? Ultimately, people do not know who you or I really am and some of these people do not even know who they really are so why bother?
I've grown to understand that discontentment is the soul's desire for more and I can either heed it and step out in faith or stifle it and live in misery. I have made the decision to leap and my new story cannot unfold fast enough.
In the meantime..Give thanks. Eat clean. Train hard. Sleep deep